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Saturday, July 11, 2009

Liberate me...

Laughter is the best medicine. I have yet to physically meet this wonderful tiny person, but without her knowing, she has made me smile more and more everyday. She makes me stare at her daily, as I get visually stimulated by her words and beauty. If you ever want to be liberated and get a piece of real life...
head over to her site...

Thank you munchkin...


I never realized that having so much time alone would make my thoughts overwhelm me emotionally. At times I don't know what to think about the last month. I've been so "all over the place" with the way I have felt, that it is slowly making me go crazy. Going crazy may be a good thing at this point in time. I have "met" a few interesting people through myspace. I wrote meet in quotations because I have yet to meet them personally, but I have had a few conversations that make me feel like I have known them for a while. Out of all the interesting people that I have met, one of them has just visually and mentally stimulated me to the point where I can finally see things the way I should be. Breaking up is never easy, especially when you dedicated so much time and effort and Love into that relationship. It becomes extra difficult when the break up is due to horrible lies. If the phrase "breaks my heart into a million pieces" could be felt, I swear on everything I love that I felt that about a month ago. Time heals all wounds though, and slowly but surely, it has made me a little stronger, and has made me feel a little better. Love is something that is very serious. It shouldn't be tampered with, and you don't do awful things to the person you say you love. Life is very interesting. It sends obstacles your way that make you or break you. I was hit with an obstacle, and it derailed me for a moment, but I'm rehabbing right back into the state of mind where I used to be. With the help of a certain someone, she may not know it...but I can finally say and feel this way....

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