Monday, June 7, 2010
I got out of a very weird, long and long distance relationship that drained me financially, emotionally, mentally and physically. I thought I'd be single for a while just to regain 4 years of my life that I had lost in what I thought was love. Things happen for a reason and I truly believe that. I got into another relationship with intentions of it being casual and just something to have fun with. Of course I took this other person serious because I had known what she was all about in the past and I enjoyed and loved her for it. Truly loved her. This time around things were smoother, easier...got rocky for a while, but it's like riding a bike, you fall off a few times and scrape your knee but you keep trying because you know you can stay up on it. We had each others backs still do actually and I've never felt more sure about someone. It's almost a year...a true year, a year full of tears, smiles, laughs and most of all LOVE. At first I thought that maybe the relationship would be a whole lot better if we went a day or two without seeing one another just to keep things fresh, make one another miss the other. Boy was I wrong. I can barely go a day without seeing her and I'm going crazy. They say true love is hard to find, but at the same time when you find it it's hard to lose it. I hope it is difficult as hell for me to lose this love. Te amo.