Wow. It's been roughly two years since I have posted anything on here. So long in fact that I am having a tough time navigating the site but that is neither here nor there. A lot has happened in these last two years. I took it upon myself to go back to school since I never finished and it has been an extremely grueling experience to say the least. I never realized how difficult it would be to work full time, go to school full time and be a daddy all at the same time. Some days I am glad I made the move to return and other days I regret making the decision altogether. Those things aside, one of the best things that could ever happen to someone, happened to me. One of the worst things that can ever happen to a person also happened to me. I say that to say this; That is proof that anything can happen at any given time. The same way you can be blessed with one of the biggest joys in life, God can turn right around and take something great away from you.
Zya Marie came into my life at a time where I needed her. I needed her smile, her beautiful gaze with her cute little chinky/droopy eyes, her little laughs and baby talks are the best thing that have happened in my 34 years of living. She is my motivation and my reason for continuing to try and become a better person. With that being said, I will try and post on here a lot more often, not for the world to see but for my own sanity and mental health. Writing was always one of my favorite things to do in this world and I lost the love for it when I last posted something on here. I am trying to regain that love for it one day at a time.